Picture post (Creative Everyday)

This is my friends watching the "Bed Intruder Song" video last night - SO funny ;)

On the way to the clinic to get her shot

So I went with my aunt today to a clinic where they will give cats and dogs free rabies shots. I called my husband because I forget Gabby's paperwork. Well when I call him he tells me that the paperwork says she didn't need it till NEXT December : (  So basically... I am a crappy owner because I tortured my poor cat for no reason. The poor dear seems to love me again though so I guess all is not lost :) But I still feel really bad!

On the way home from the clinic - I was positive she hated me at this point ;)

All alone

Late bloomer

Lack of focus

hidden from sight

safe haven

a heart I walk by everyday

Most of the time this sign rings SO true!

 Tomorrow I will sing "I will carry you" by Selah in church. Tomorrow marks a month since we said goodbye to our second sweet baby. Another sweet child waiting in heaven. Tomorrow will by no means be easy. With God's grace and the courage he will give me I will make it through the song without crying in front of everyone. I know for a fact I will not make it after I sing it. I plan to go directly to the bathroom after I sing for I know the tears will need to come. Life is not easy right now. Tomorrow is a month since the second miscarriage and the 27th marks our first baby's due date. Even now I may have already had our sweet baby in my arms - even now it may have had the greatest love for such a small creation. I still have the greatest love for my both of my children. When I have a child one day, which I truly pray will happen, I will still say I am the mother of three and I will tell my baby's stories. 

Mommy and Daddy love you angels. I am going to tell a lot of people about you tomorrow. I will be singing a song in memory of both of you. You mean the world to me my loves. I will always love you and never forget you. Keep each other company until mommy and daddy can be there with you. Goodnight, mommy is sending you kisses and hugs, take care of each other!