HSG surgery results

So I had my surgery - although really it was more of a procedure because it was crazy quick so I don'tknow why they consider it ambulatory surgery other than the fact that they want more money (by they I mean my blood sucking insurance company).

Anyways My uterus is V or heart shaped. Not great news but not horrible news either. This can mean one of two things the first (and in my opinion better of the two) is that I could have a septum in my uterus. Essentially all that means is that there is tissue separating my uterus. Apparently (from my research) all women have a septum in their uterus when they are developing before they are born and sometimes that septum doesn't dissolve as it is supposed to. So the doctor said in this case if the baby is implanting on this "tissue" it will not survive. This is an easy fix they just do a surgery and cut that tissue out therefore hopefully solving the problem :) I'm hoping that this is my issue!

Secondly is the worse news in my opinion. That would be that I have a bicornuate uterus. (According to that link apparently bicornuate is NOT usually associated with recurrent miscarriage but septate uterus - like I was talking about above - is associated with recurrent miscarriages.) If this is the case it looks the same the only difference is that the separation in this case is muscle not tissue. Therefore they would do nothing. I asked the doctor if I was screwed if I had a bicornuate uterus (yes LOL in that exact wording to a doctor haha) and he told me no that with women who have a bicornuate uterus they see them get further along with each pregnancy as the muscle learns to stretch more each time. Well that did not make ME feel better! I was 6 weeks or 20 with Riley and 10 with Peyton at that rate I would have to have a lot more lost children before one was viable :*(

Either way I have to get either Laproscopis surgery done or an MRI to diagnose whether it is tissue or muscle. I told him the MRI is obviously less invasive so that seems more logical to me. This was not my normal specialist though so on Monday when I go in for an ultrasound (again I have NO idea why I am doing that) I will ask my doctor about the difference between the two. If he tells me that there is a chance that the MRI may not find anything and that a lap makes more sense then I will do that I know that it is a very minimally invasive surgery. I will see what he thinks is the best plan. He does procedures like this all the time so I trust his judgment.

I don't know what to think honestly. The research I have done (i.e. the links above - I don't research TOO much it freaks me out and does no good) seems to point to septum because bicornuate isn't linked to recurrent miscarriages (or even first trimester miscarriages for that matter) whereas a septum is a large cause for miscarriage. Needless to say I think the septum sounds less terrifying and I am hoping that is my problem.
The negative there is that given we found issues no TTC this month as I hoped :*( and it will take a bit to get a ton of signatures so that the blood suckers cover the MRI (if that is the way the doc thinks I should go). Then he said if it's bicornuate then they just say carry on and there's nothing they do. It would mean high risk pregnancy in most cases from what I can tell. My obgyn seems pretty laid back about bicornuate uterus but it doesn't seem like something to be laid back about honestly. If it's a septum then I guess I have to go back on birth control (UGH!) to control my uterine lining from getting to thick. I have no idea HOW long I would have to be on the pill before they would do that surgery.

I realize that I have no control over that and whatever the issue with my uterus that issue is present and won't change but I am HOPING for a septum as weird as that sounds LOL seems to be the lesser of two evils.

I'll talk to the doc more on Monday and write more when I know more :)

Thanks for your prayers - it was pretty much pain free :)