This is me - where I spend most days - on the couch in pjs with my cat (you can't see her but she's behind me on the top of the couch lol) but most nights I am asleep by now (it is past 2am by the time this was uploaded).... I hate my voice on recording and for some reason all my posts I like are long winded EEK! Sorry for the long video!!
I had to upload to you tube (which took a long time) - Blogger wasn't havin' it!
For those who made it through that whole vlog - way to go! After finishing it I couldn't bear to make another one, even if it was shorter. I'm an emotional wreck LOL but listening to this strong little one's heartbeat afterward sure made it better :) I will sleep with a peaceful heart tonight while also being proud of myself for doing something that was so hard...
Much love to you all who share this journey with me through the loss of my angels: Riley, Peyton, and Cameron and the celebration of my growing strong rainbow I hope to hold in my arms in April. You all mean the world to me!
On that note - make a guess in my expectnet baby pool (top of my blog) I plan to do a giveaway of some sort for the winner. I know - you need to stick around 6 months to find out who wins lol but you'll be okay ;)
Thank you for sharing with us! I am still working up the courage to participate. Thinking of you and all of your babies!
ReplyDeleteYou named Baby B "Cameron"? :D
ReplyDeleteGood job Jess. It takes guts to do this and we both made it through.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing that Jess. It was beautiful and shows how very much you love your precious children. You are such a great mama!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. So proud of you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing this. You are brave and passionate and beautiful, and I sat here crying along with you. Sending love to you and all your babies, and crossing my fingers for you as you get through this pregnancy.
ReplyDeleteI think your video was the one I needed to see the most. I could relate to SOOOOO much of what you said. You have given me the courage to add my video as well. Many thanks for sharing!!
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you decided to join in and share this post. ((hugs))
ReplyDeletebeautiful, thank you for sharing!
ReplyDeleteI loved listening to your post and yes, I most certainly made it to the end. In awe you were able to read for so long.
ReplyDeleteLove to you.
xo
I'm so sorry for all that you've walked through. Thank you for sharing your heart...Praying for you as you wait to meet your little one...
ReplyDeleteIn remember how powerful this was when I read it back in June - seeing you, hearing your grief was intensely moving. Thank you for daring to share this. I wish you a gentle journey towards meeting your new little one. I am so sorry couldn't stay (14th October was Emma's third birthday and I'm sorry we share the date as well as this grief.)
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