Saturday, August 13, 2011


I've been having a lot of weird dreams lately. Which for some reason has made me feel restless. Makes it difficult to sleep and when I do sleep I don't feel like I slept well.

Last night for the first time ever I had a dream that we had a baby. I have had dreams of babies that in my dream was Riley or Peyton but that I knew could never happen you know? They are in Heaven and I know that. While it was nice to see them in my dream like they were alive on Earth I know they aren't. This dream however was so realistic and I knew it was my baby boy. He was so sweet. So well behaved and he loved his momma. I would guess he was about 6 months old in the dream. He was cuddling with me and smiling and laughing and I was so very in love with that little boy. My baby boy.

It was surreal.

When I woke I IMMEDIATELY wanted to go back to sleep and see my baby again. Hold my little boy. Alas, I had to wake up and make a dish to take to my Nana's second memorial service. A sad time. I cried SO much more at this service than I did at last weeks. Overemotional? Is Aunt Flo coming to visit? I HOPE NOT!!

I barely ever dream and I certainly never remember my dreams so clearly. I wish I was good at drawing faces because maybe then I could have sketched his face when I woke up. Some say you have weird dreams when you are pregnant. I hope that's true because I hope that I am.

For now I'm going to try to finish my book "The Help" (as I am seeing the movie this week) then I am going to sleep and pray that I dream of my future child(ren).

Momma loves you Riley & Peyton!!!


  1. I am going to pray and believe that you had this dream because you ARE pregnant right now and just don't know it yet!!

    I'm sorry your Nana's service was hard. Losing someone is never matter their age.

    I hope you get to dream more about your babies!! I can't wait for the news that you are pregnant:)

  2. My dreams are almost always weird, regardless of my reproductive state at the time. Last night I dreamed that I was at the Olympics (as a spectator) with my parents and cousins and at various time during the dream, I was not pregnant, was very pregnant and had a 3 month old boy. Completely bizarre and it would have totally upset me if I wasn't pregnant.

    I hope your dream is a symptom of being pregnant too. Will keep my fingers crossed for you.

  3. Oh yes! Praying ur "dream" comes true!!



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