Thursday, September 2, 2010

I thought this was done.....

I came home from my doc appt. when I found out about my last miscarriage with bloodshot eyes and many tears and began to get everything that reminded me of our angel and put it in my closet so as not to upset me later. I found a few things here and there since then and added them to the mix. An item of clothing, a card, things that I would not have any use for since I miscarried. I did the same with e-mails. Obviously I do not want newsletters telling me I was 12 weeks and 2 days along (what I would have been if I had not miscarried). I thought I had unsubscribed to these.... I just got one from Enfamil welcoming me to the exciting club of parenthood. It said "We're sure you are excited to start a family...." and so on.

I was excited....

I have to believe I will be again one day.


  1. YOU WILL BE,JESS! Remember, you need to grieve. There has been a death - 2, actually. The bond will always be there. This is a tough time, but Cal and I got closer to each other and I know I got closer to God. "Joy comes in the morning".

  2. I am sorry. I just got two of those this morning. I hate seeing them right now. I am only on day 29 of the boys being born and gone. I feel your pain. I am here for you whenever you need it. Hugs


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