I thought this was done.....

I came home from my doc appt. when I found out about my last miscarriage with bloodshot eyes and many tears and began to get everything that reminded me of our angel and put it in my closet so as not to upset me later. I found a few things here and there since then and added them to the mix. An item of clothing, a card, things that I would not have any use for since I miscarried. I did the same with e-mails. Obviously I do not want newsletters telling me I was 12 weeks and 2 days along (what I would have been if I had not miscarried). I thought I had unsubscribed to these.... I just got one from Enfamil welcoming me to the exciting club of parenthood. It said "We're sure you are excited to start a family...." and so on.

I was excited....

I have to believe I will be again one day.